What a difference a few days makes! We’ve gone from wearing coats and boots to short sleeves and flip flops.  The sun is shining so brightly today and it’s warmth feels so good on my face  It’s a beautiful day and I want to scream.

My insides feel like they are being ripped apart. Jennifer would be enjoying today’s weather. She probably would be sitting outside in the sun watching the dogs play. She would soon be calling us to remind us that lake days are not far away and that dad should be getting the boat ready. She would be laughing about catching more fish than Doug. She would be counting down the days to our mom-daughter week at the beach. She would be making plans for things to do with Wesley at the beach. ITs NOT RIGHT! SHE SHOULD BE HERE! It’s a beautiful day and I want to scream because she is not here now or ever will be again. Its. Just. Not. Right.