So many times throughout the day I look at my phone to see if I have missed your call. I check my text messages thinking I should have a text from you. On my way to lunch I still think about calling you because that was when we would usually talk and on my way home from work, I still want to call you and tell you about my day. I want to hear your sweet voice even if it is only in a dream. There is so much I want to tell you. You are missed so much and there are times when I can hardly breathe because my heart is so heavy with grief, like now. I miss you and I love you so much, Jennifer. So very much.